I admit to being confused
on your repeated 'popping in for a visit' views.
Wondering what it is you seek,
when you pop in here to take a peek?
By now it is obvious that I'll do no harm,
your false words to her spread needless alarm.
I was never the black hat, the real evil doer,
no matter what untruths you shared with her.
The only thing of which I was wrong,
was loving you, despite it all, for so very long.
I was guilty of nothing, except unrelenting hope,
that you would wake up, and not be such a dope.
I had faith, but I was alone in that respect,
for you had none in me, and that is a fact.
k
**See the comments for further clarification.
It's kind of strange that you read my poetry and
not my other blog. But then, you are not often mentioned
there anymore.**
on your repeated 'popping in for a visit' views.
Wondering what it is you seek,
when you pop in here to take a peek?
By now it is obvious that I'll do no harm,
your false words to her spread needless alarm.
I was never the black hat, the real evil doer,
no matter what untruths you shared with her.
The only thing of which I was wrong,
was loving you, despite it all, for so very long.
I was guilty of nothing, except unrelenting hope,
that you would wake up, and not be such a dope.
I had faith, but I was alone in that respect,
for you had none in me, and that is a fact.
k
**See the comments for further clarification.
It's kind of strange that you read my poetry and
not my other blog. But then, you are not often mentioned
there anymore.**
For the repeated views..from you know who.
ReplyDeleteIt has been almost a year now since I was forced from my home, and had my heart taken from me.
I have recovered, evolved, done what was needed to support myself and move on. I really don't understand why You continue to come back. I am no longer apart of your life or your heart, that was made abundantly clear. I am not sure if it is guilt that pulls you, or morbid curiosity.
I suggest, unless there is something you want to say, that you stop coming here. I want no further comments or emails from Her. If you have something to say, then say it. I won't tolerate game playing. ( your other ex tried that.) Say what you will, or forever hold your peace.
Interesting that someone who so badly wants you to move, cannot do it themselves. I guess that their paranoia has gotten the better of them! lol
ReplyDeleteLove, Mel
I truly do not understand it at all. Whatever silent message that he is attempting to impart is a fail. From the past I can recall clearly how he totally blocked his other ex from his thoughts.You would think that it would be the same for me, since living with me was so distasteful that he planned and executed the cruelest ending he could deliver, in an amazingly short period of time. Believe me, I can still remember sitting at my computer while he chatted with my replacement, smiling and laughing, and playing endless love songs. And I doubt there are too many people who can say that their ex dated the replacement openly while still living with the soon to be replaced. The reason I had to move so quickly was his impatience to play at home. I gave up being able to go to Dealer's classes and make better money because of his implied threats. There were a lot of sacrifices on my account that were made to accommodate his wishes.
ReplyDeleteSo why still visit here if he quite obviously hated me for being there? I did what he wanted, and I have paid dearly for loving the wrong person.
k