I May not...

I may not be perfect...But I am happy with who I am.
I may not have the best job in the world...
but I'm happy doing it..
I may not live in a huge palace.
but I'm happy with my home.
I may not have someone special in my life,
but, really, I am happy being by myself.
.
For those who judge me
screw you..I AM who I AM.
Even if I do not do cheer leader rah's,
(personally I have found cheerleaders to be
superficial and shallow.)
Don't form an opinion of me,
You do not know me..
I am a happy person,
believe me, I would know if I wasn't.

Despite preconceived notions,
not everyone wears a constant smile.
In my opinion that would be the height
of idiocy. Grinning with no reason.
I am a happy.

If my being sarcastic causes
you to believe otherwise?
I just want to let you know...
your opinion is not one that matters to me.

**This is a response to anyone who wants to 'label' me.**

Brain on TILT

There are times when I decline
the erroneous travels of my mind.
Why it goes places I'd rather not be
shall always remain a mystery to me.

It meanders sometimes weirdly wild
to adventures and thoughts I had as a child.
But the worse visits are forays
into the mess as an adult I made.

What stupid button did I press
to lead me back to that giant mess?
Those memories, those dreams, that life has killed,
Please call a technician, my brains on Tilt.