Too

*Sometimes in retrospect we can see how we failed ourselves.*

I was too desperate to have someone who could make me laugh 
and love again.

I was too needy to spot a con when it was right in my face.

I was too lonely to ponder self doubt.

I wanted it too much.

I ignored my inner voice because I wanted love.

I forgave, because it seemed the right thing to do.

Too many lies destroyed my trust.

I suffered because of this.

Today I am happy with myself.

Tomorrow someone will have to prove
that they are  "too good" for me to push away. 

I am so much wiser than I was.

So tell me that you too rare to ignore.

And I will think about it.

Show me...and mean it..and I will decide if you are...

Too much to be true..or I will believe.

~K